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Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Friday, 16 March 2012

  • My Father is Bully and an Asshole

    Having your own flesh and blood parent yell at you for not have accomplished anything really hurts.

    I've been hearing his harrassment all my life; telling me I'm worthless, telling me I haven't accomplished anything. Can't you just tell me in a direct way, instead of taking out my guts of my weak points?

    WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO ACCOMPLISH? TELL ME! DON'T FUCK AROUND WITH ME!

Wednesday, 15 February 2012

  • A Virgo's Flaw

    According to the horoscope I follow on twitter (@BestOfVirgo), we ladies have trouble expressing ourselves, whether it's with problems, feelings or just bad situations.

    So asking a virgo what her problems are is gonna be hard. You might not get anything useful from her. In my opinion, we have bad explainations to the things we're thinking about. We're thinking of something, but when it comes out to expressing yourself, it becomes this blob of text that you can't work with.

    It's better if we're asked in person; and if the other person can comprehend the things we're feeling, even if we have tears to follow along with what we want to say.

  • Because It's You

    My heart started to race, beads of sweat formed on my temples and the feeling of anxiousness ran through my head and body.

    I've done this before... but I couldn't pull myself together to follow through.

    I've realized that it's not just because I can't, but it's because you love me.
    You love me and don't think about having sex with me makes me feel really special.
    I know I've been naiive to question you, but I understand now.

    You're you, and I feel like you're the only one for me at this point in my life.

    So with that, I tell you I can't, not because I don't want to, but I felt like my heart was going to beat out of my body. As I tell you, tears form and run down my cheeks; my tears were telling you 'I love you' over and over again, they kept coming as I brushed them away. 

    I want to be with you as I'm here. From now and 'til whenever. I love you.

Tuesday, 07 February 2012

  • I MISS YOU SO BAD

    I've written this some time ago, I don't remember what about, but I was feeling pretty gloomy about it. I ran across it looking for a document on my laptop and I felt that I should post it - for it was supposed to be here.

    "I've done, not so great things in my life. But what I really want is abetter half; whether it's the development of a better me or just a better halffor some attention. I really can't seem to have much hope.

    It's not like I've lost all my hope either, I just don't have as much of itas I would like. I've never had much in life, in this life that is. I honestlydon't ask for much; finding out that you have a brother from another motherwhen you're 18 doesn't really "expand your views" on anything. It'sshocking... for I was stunned. Felt like I was being punk'd by my own dad. Butit just wasn't the case; it was officially the worst day of my life.

    On my search for my lost treasure; there is, of course, many obstacles.Because of the nerd factor that I am, I talk to people online. :) Yes, youcould say I'm an "otaku" in that sort, but I honestly don't mean tobe. I'd love to go to parties and sleepovers and etc. I really do. But I'venever gotten that chance."

     

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  • mizuki1
    @moomoobu - lol.. yo sup?
    • Posted 11/1/2009 11:57 AM
    • by mizuki1
  • moomoobu
    heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
  • moomoobu
    HEY Y'ALL! I've always been meanin to start postin around places like Annie's chatboard =P WHATS UP?! This place kinda died, lol =P
  • mizuki1
    @OriharaMisaki - first of all you need an eye check... 'cus i never actually said that you were pretty... so you're just assuming that i said it... (when i clearly didn't) haha~ (gotcha)
    • Posted 11/5/2008 8:20 PM
    • by mizuki1
  • OriharaMisaki
    @mizuki1 - lols they ARE uglyy! D: lol you saying i'm blind? xD wat are YOU seeing these days? i'm not prettyyy xD. if you think i am, you should get an eye checkk~ ;P lol
  • mizuki1
    @OriharaMisaki - lol.. yups!! i just saw them... lols!!! they're not ugly at all!!! gosh... what are you seeing these days? *sigh* carrot, carrot... there's nothing to be worried about... YOU LOOK FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    • Posted 11/5/2008 7:13 PM
    • by mizuki1
  • OriharaMisaki
    @mizuki1 - wat i meant to say was: lol i knoww. nice theme, btw^^ did you see the pics? don't laugh, kay?they're pretty uglyy ;_;
  • OriharaMisaki
    @mizuki1 - gah...this thing is cutting off parts of my posts lol...>.>;;;
  • OriharaMisaki
    @mizuki1 - i knoww >.___<;; my face looks too uglyy ;___;
  • mizuki1
    @OriharaMisaki - lol.. yups... haha~ i don't really blame ya... i mean you haven't been on for a while.... kkkkk!!! (i can't really promise you anything tho)
    • Posted 11/4/2008 8:52 PM
    • by mizuki1

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