Expires 05/10/2012

Disclaimer: I am not being paid to do this. I am just a generally kind person :D

According to the horoscope I follow on twitter (@BestOfVirgo), we ladies have trouble expressing ourselves, whether it's with problems, feelings or just bad situations.

So asking a virgo what her problems are is gonna be hard. You might not get anything useful from her. In my opinion, we have bad explainations to the things we're thinking about. We're thinking of something, but when it comes out to expressing yourself, it becomes this blob of text that you can't work with.

It's better if we're asked in person; and if the other person can comprehend the things we're feeling, even if we have tears to follow along with what we want to say.

I've written this some time ago, I don't remember what about, but I was feeling pretty gloomy about it. I ran across it looking for a document on my laptop and I felt that I should post it - for it was supposed to be here.

"I've done, not so great things in my life. But what I really want is abetter half; whether it's the development of a better me or just a better halffor some attention. I really can't seem to have much hope.

It's not like I've lost all my hope either, I just don't have as much of itas I would like. I've never had much in life, in this life that is. I honestlydon't ask for much; finding out that you have a brother from another motherwhen you're 18 doesn't really "expand your views" on anything. It'sshocking... for I was stunned. Felt like I was being punk'd by my own dad. Butit just wasn't the case; it was officially the worst day of my life.

On my search for my lost treasure; there is, of course, many obstacles.Because of the nerd factor that I am, I talk to people online. :) Yes, youcould say I'm an "otaku" in that sort, but I honestly don't mean tobe. I'd love to go to parties and sleepovers and etc. I really do. But I'venever gotten that chance."